Conscience

 I started to learn how things happen..When they said 'everything happens for a reason', but i can't find what are the reason. The reason for me to feel unhappy, the reason for me to had heart break, the reason for me to find you, to love you more and more each day, and what is the reason when i want you so much, i love you, you love me, but we cant be together?
This post i made specially for you, the one i love, the one who stole my heart when this heart broken into pieces ad you started to fix it, slowly but sure. Now i love you.. Thats my ego, i will not let you go, thats my ego too.. Thank You so much dear future husband.. I'm sorry for my un-perfect life ad my big ego. I Love You (WBW).

i was wearing:

Red dress and vintage coat from freija fleur

Red pump shoes from Decimal

Bracelets snd necklace from freija fleur

Beach and Post Eruption Mountain

Helo (again) fellas..
Meet again with me. I stop writing for few month, but i didn't stop to had my trip.. This year, i decided to get around Indonesia during my working time. Did i ever tell you that i've moved from Surabaya to a smaller town? yea, i moved to Kediri, stilll East Java.
And i started my journey to a beach near my new hometown, Karangdongso Beach. These beach actually located in district of Trenggalek. It took almost 2 hours driving from Kediri to that beach. And the beach was totally georgeus! here some picture from the beach.

After that, we move to another beach,  but so sory i forget the name. The new beach is narrower than Karangdongso. But i love that beach, Quiet and clean. here the pics

And after an hour spending my time on that beach, i moved to north of my new hometown, headed to the mountain that have just erupted, Kelud. From south to the north, oh called me crazy. LOL.  We took 3 hours to go to the mountain. One day, 3 destination. Great Day.

 i was wore:

Levi's crop jacket

Rayban sunnies

Saint Laurent bag from TB Dress

Cole Vintage dress

 

Summer or Fall

Hello fellas..

Its summer at my country, but look at this .. trees begin to shed their leaves. Feels like fall. Lately I was a little busy with my clinical requirements. And thanks to my boy for continuing to support me in every step I take. I wore this outfit 2 weeks ago when I went with him.

i was wearing:

Lace outer i bought from hongkong

grandma's skirt

marie claire wedges

bracelet from freija fleur 

randolph Aviator USA sunnies

bag from china

Flower on Flower

hello felas... long time no see... I have to say big big big SORRY to you all, because i haven't wrote and posted anything in this blog. So far, i was busy with my clinical requirement. And this month will likely be my last month at the clinic and everything will be finished soon.

Its been a long time since I' haven;t posted a picture. And finally, after all done I decided to re-write in this blog, and share some photos for you guys.
A few weeks ago i went looking for the cool air outside the city. And these are some photos I can share

 

 i was wearing: 

     korean dresses
     Levis blazer

     Levis Sunnies Sunglasses

     fladeo comfy sandals

 Oh i almost forget, now i have disabled my facebook. and you can start to follow my instagram account @dikadewi. 
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In a Fine Day

In early morning on one fine day, He picked me up, then he said 'oke, lets take photo!'. Finally, he agreed to take a photo together. Actually its a fine saturday morning ever.. A bright light, a bright sun, warm and really nice day to take photo.. And i choose to used a vintage blue dress which i bought it from local butique. Vintage look added by my necklace from mom, than unbranded rings and bracelet always accompanied me. Than a last touch from my shoes from Marry Jane, i really like it.

And this is the photographer.. My lovely boyfie.. :-) . And the result of taking photo together will be aploaded soon.. 

Have a good day everyone..

Simple thing to start

I just realized that nothing could be as perfect as human beings. Life is so wonderful if we know all the secrets to live it. Such a poem or a songs that says ' It takes a crane to build a crane, It takes two floors to make a story, it takes an egg to makes a hen, and It takes a hen to make an egg , there is no end to what i;m saying'.
For me, its all confusing at first. In fact, if viewed all started from something simple. Such as, It takes a thought to make a word, and it takes some words to make an action.. See, all started with a simple thing.

Like it takes a night to make it dawn, just realized that it takes some old to make you young, It takes some colds to know the sun.. It takes the dust to make it polished.. And I'm sure, we would feel to have someone when that person has gone. Such a poem says : It takes a loss to make you found it.. 

In life people come and go, and I just wish I had a control over those who stay and those who leave. And I wish memories were like photos, so I could delete the bad ones and save the good ones. :-D . As my life lately, is  a very very very thrilling, with a final project in college that made all the circadian rhythms on a mess and chaotic. Paper or called it thesis with ended in January , 13th ,  and i do nothing till now. I just give a little progress of the proposal, and when the others are scheduled for thesis examination, I was actually scheduled for sitting on speeding ticket. DAMN!

things go wrong, and shit happens. But remember: life goes on. 

my life recently is just to read all the book to complete my degree, and one Andrea's novel for healing my brain LOL

 

 

 

outfit: Black and white vintage dress, Gaudi shock, shoes from Top Shop, vintage purse. Mom necklace..